:: Sometimes ::

I am a pessimist. Not something to be proud of but something to take into consideration as you read this. This is kind of a two sides deal. The two sides of life you can focus on and I am trying to train myself to look on the beautiful side of life. Because life (on earth at least) doesn't last forever, why spend it being focused on the 'bad' things? Now without further ado, here is 'Sometimes':

sometimes. . . 

i get tired of life

of going in circles

over and over

sometimes. . . 

i feel sad inside

i don’t know why

i just do

sometimes. . . 

reality lands like a brick

my head spins 

i forget how to breathe

sometimes. . .

i wish i was someone else

maybe then I would be noticed

maybe then I wouldn’t be so weird

sometimes. . .

I make wishes

that thankfully do not come true

and sadly do not come to pass

sometimes. . .

i hurt all over

for stupid reasons

for logical reasons

sometimes. . . 

the sunset takes my breath away

the fireflies make me giggle

the stars couldn’t be anymore beautiful

sometimes. . . 

a cup of tea makes me smile

a hug teaches me about love

a child’s giggle melts my heart

sometimes. . .

life has me captivated

my heart is set free

joy rushes in 

sometimes. . .

i realize that today is a gift

tomorrow is not promised

everything is a beautiful mystery