He’s so far away
I cannot feel His presence
I beg Him to come to me
But the Heavens are silent
I miss His voice
It’s so empty without Him here
Where has He gone?
Why won’t He speak to me?
I cry and I plead
Still no answer
I sit in the silence
Still no sound
I begin to search
I turn over tables
I push back clouds
I catch a glimpse of Him and run
So the chase begins
I run like never before
Such longing, such desperation
I ache to catch Him
He stays just out of my reach
I cannot get closer
I run all the more
I yearn for Him
Just as I begin to lose hope,
To think, ‘He cannot be caught
This is useless, endless’
He turns and catches me
The love in His eyes
The sound of His voice
His presence all around me
I cannot get enough of Him
Then He smiles and turns,
my love must be proven
and again, once again,
the chase begins. . .
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This is me, exploring an idea I had a couple weeks ago. I overheard some of my friends talking about how God felt so far away. My brain starting spinning. And voila, here is 'The Chase'. I don't know if it's theologically correct, it's a thought and an idea. The idea that maybe God 'pulls away' sometimes just to see if we really want Him. Kind of like a lover wanting to know if the person he loves will come after him. I don't know. Like I said this is just a thought/idea. Something I wanted to 'explore'.

2 comments:
Interesting idea... It makes sense to the feminine part of me...if u know what I mean. :) I think, too, that God is mysterious to keep us searching/seeking. Hmmm...
~A fairy :)
I'd always thought of it as me who has unconsciencely pulled away. Feeling like I am on top of things, then I realize I am once again way out in the middle of no where; crying, wondering, where are you God? As I examine myself I realize that it is not Him but me that has pulled away. Mariann
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